Waiting For The World To Change.

The past year has been one of the most difficult of my life

Of tears and pain, despair and frustration, of defeat n more tears..

But as the pain subsides and one looks back..

It has mostly been about people & relationships.

People you called family acting worse than your deadliest enemies and strangers you just got acquainted with supporting you to unimaginable levels.

And it’s been about hope.

As the storm subsides, hope like a seed in hibernation slowly awakens and starts spreading its roots.. this time deeper than before so as to take on a much stronger storm this time.

And last but not the least it’s been about Patience.

So as I patiently wait for the world to change..

Chances are so do the ones I HOPE will change. :D

And so we keep on waiting.. waiting for the world to change. ;)

Silent Nights

silver night, golden flames,
one and one become one,
breathe hard, breathe hardly,
come closer, come melt in my arms,
come deeper, lest the stars may see.

and i open my eyes,
serenity dreaming next to me,
theres no heaven in the skies,
its right here, on her face tonight.

its magic when she smiles,
In a trance i smile, her smile,
then she moves,
and i hold my breath,
afraid to wake her up,
curling deeper into my arms,
the sweet angel dreams on.

i lie back and close my eyes,
listening to her breath,
singing against the silence of the night.

shes chaos,
and my bliss.
shes a dream,
and my reality.
shes the past,
and my present.
shes free,
and shes mine.

Time, Work, Chaos.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need Anything Or anyone
If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words, are said too much
they're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

-Chasing Cars: Snow Patrol (Album: Eyes Open)[Review: Must listen to/Pure Pwnage]

We think we have time. Time to work, time to learn, time to love and time to be ourselves. Do we?

We think "this" is the last big thing staring at us. We think we'll make things up once "this" is done. We'll turn back to normal then because then, then we'll have time. Do we?

As soon as somethings done we want another. We're so busy we don't dream anymore. Sometimes we discover passion. Sometimes we discover love. And its another thing for us to do. Is it?

We dont have time to tune out and live just because. No other reason. No work. No nothing. Just a joyous realisation of being here. A celebration of who we are.
We dont have time to look into ourselves and smile just because. No other reason.
We dont have time to go mad about our passion just because. No other reason.

Do three words said over and over again matter more than a quiet thoughtless moment spent with your loved one?
Do we really have to "try" to be what we really are deep inside?
Do filthy excuses really make up for the time lost not doing what you love?

Cant we say no and make time?
Cant we stop running and breathe?
Cant the world stop spinning for, even if just for a moment?
Cant we just tune everything and everyone out and feel the cool wind kiss us?
Can we stand still and just smell life; smell love?

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Standards and Firefox

Sorry for the geeky post..but i couldnt resist!!

Firefox owns yet again (Y)